Dejected!!

Finally I'm lost
A zombie have I become
Feasting like a vulture IG.:@harrydvirus
Wherever there's happiness goes my thoughts

All energy's been drained
I've been crushed by love's train
Only pieces of my broken heart remains 
To be swept away by the coming rains

To love isn't my journey
I wasn't to this earth brought to taste of its honey
I've been floored so much I have no fears of falling
Heights did scare me.. only at the beginning

Now I'm not scared of what may
My inner nerve is pained
My heart expects it all day
Knowing it would come from each new dame