Journey till Eternity

I'm tired
Of this life
Can't I just fade off
Never to be heard from again?

I've helped a lot fight their devils
Now it's just I and mine
Each day I lie to myself that
Someday it would be fine

Now I'm just a walking zombie
One from my past
Going back seems better
I'm a living ghost of self confidence

Can't I just take a walk
Never to return
Each day I give myself a lie
For reasons people are bad

Each day in my heart I cry
But then with my lips smile
This isn't poetry
In case you don't hear from me

I'm sick of this world
From it I'm taking the walk
I promised to be with so many
Up until eternity

They said same
If I had known they took it as a game
He talks,  we reply
And when he's not looking, we leave him for blind

I've tried to be happy
But then, I've never gotten it
I've learned to pretend
To smile even when scared of death

I decided to give out my heart
To live the euphoria of being in love
If I had known they were just lies
By now,  I could be somewhere near heaven with God

If I freaking had the switch
I'd put the lights out
Stand back and watch
Who would be first to cry out

I wish I could be me
I'm losing sense of time
I wish I could be strong
To see it all till lights out

Written by : Ezidinma David Harry
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