I'm tired  Of this life  Can't I just fade off  Never to be heard from again?  I've helped a lot fight their devils  Now it's just I and mine  Each day I lie to myself that  Someday it would be fine  Now I'm just a walking zombie  One from my past  Going back seems better  I'm a living ghost of self confidence  Can't I just take a walk  Never to return  Each day I give myself a lie  For reasons people are bad  Each day in my heart I cry  But then with my lips smile  This isn't poetry  In case you don't hear from me  I'm sick of this world  From it I'm taking the walk  I promised to be with so many  Up until eternity  They said same  If I had known they took it as a game  He talks,  we reply  And when he's not looking, we leave him for blind  I've tried to be happy  But then, I've never gotten it  I've learned to pretend  To smile even when scared of death  I decided to give out my heart  To live the euphoria of being in love  ...