I'm tired Of this life Can't I just fade off Never to be heard from again? I've helped a lot fight their devils Now it's just I and mine Each day I lie to myself that Someday it would be fine Now I'm just a walking zombie One from my past Going back seems better I'm a living ghost of self confidence Can't I just take a walk Never to return Each day I give myself a lie For reasons people are bad Each day in my heart I cry But then with my lips smile This isn't poetry In case you don't hear from me I'm sick of this world From it I'm taking the walk I promised to be with so many Up until eternity They said same If I had known they took it as a game He talks, we reply And when he's not looking, we leave him for blind I've tried to be happy But then, I've never gotten it I've learned to pretend To smile even when scared of death I decided to give out my heart To live the euphoria of being in love ...